As I was gathering my things this morning I kept getting “ It’s at the root.” A little taken back but I knew what God was speaking in this moment. As I hurried back to my favorite spot, tears in my eyes, I sat back to listen quietly. In this moment I was prompted to just be still and listen. Slow to speak and give all my wants or needs. Just be still. In the darkness, holding my warm hug in a mug ( my coffee) I heard with a deep, soft, loving voice “ Now you see what healing was needed still.” Flashes of memories flooded back, tears rolled gently down my face, my heart overwhelmed with emotions I spoke “ I’m ready take this Lord it no longer serves the purpose You have for me.”
Through the holiday gathering last week I felt certain things rising to in my mind and heart. Good and not so good. Good because it was the final piece to my healing of the past. The not so good was recognizing it. However, God showed me in the not so good to reveal what lied beneath. So I guess I can say both truly are good. If you felt that nudge in your heart while gathered with family or friends or acquaintance, find a quiet place to spend time with Yeshua and have Him search your heart on that missing piece. The beloved Father is calling you to begin a new chapter in your life and it’s time to recognize and allow Him to finish the healing from your past as well. You may have thought it was done, God digs deeper than we ever can. It’s hard you say? It is at first, but if you will trust Him with all your heart, it’s worth risking letting it go!
24Search me thoroughly, O God, and know my heart; Test me and know my anxious thoughts; And see if there is any wicked or hurtful way in me, And lead me in the everlasting way” Psalms 139:23.
I love you all ♥️
~Tabatha~